This anxiety is going to be the death of me. I’m already one the edge. One can only take so much
These are the days were I just feel like I don’t want to be here anymore. I’m tired of being alone. Not even in the relationship way, alone in general. I’m tired of being in pain everyday because my health is getting worse and worse. I’m tired of being misunderstood and being told to just get over it. I’m tired. IM JUST FUCKING TIRED OF IT ALL. I want it all to go away!
Straight Edge rules but if you use it to alienate people who struggle with drug abuse then you’re the asshole, not them.
I miss being able to give my all to someone.
Being able to to make someone happy, and that would make me happy.
I miss driving home and holding a hand. I miss going on cheesy dates every weekend.
Staying up late making anniversary gifts.
The whole nine yards.
I miss having someone to call mine , and to be someone else’s.
I miss having a reason to wake up the next morning and texting you or calling you to say good morning!
What’s wrong with me? Why can’t I have this. Why not me!
WHATS WRONG WITH ME